Today was hot! We went to the zoo and it is so nice getting out and having fun with Aiden but it makes me miss Neal. He loved doing stuff with us and we always did things as a family. I take lots of pictures for him but its not the same. I'm torn between wanting to go back to california and wanting to stay here with family. I love being here but being here means Neal isn't here. Neal being here means I live far away from family. Aiden misses his daddy but he will miss his best friend when we move back. I wish I was able to make everyone happy. Oh the life of the military!

Today is such a nice day. I took Aiden out to ride his bike and go for a walk. He loves being outside. I'm grateful to have a yard and a neighborhood for him to play in this summer.There are alot of things going on right now but the sunshine gives me hope that everything will work out and be all right.
I havent talked to Neal much lately. River City has been happening way too often and it make me very somber. I feel sorry for their families and what they have gone through. It makes me very nervous Neal being over there. And I am counting down the days that he comes home (to the best I can since we still dont know when he will be home).
I am going to make this summer the best that I can!

Going to try to keep up on this starting now.
I found out yesterday Neal will not be gone for a year. We only have 7 more months to go. I never imagined being a single parent would be so hard. Aiden is having a real hard time without his daddy. I'm having a real hard time without his daddy. River City is a bad time and its been this whole week. I pray everyday for all the Marines and Soldiers that they will all come home safely. Aiden needs his daddy back to stay.

The beginning

Well I am going to try out this whole blogging thing. I hope I can remember to keep up on it.